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Rebuttal to the ArtlessI should show you the calluses on my hands,  
how I've worked past the point of soft, tender weakness  and sensitivity that was my early childhood.  The shields around my heart are as tough and impermeable  
as the skin on my palms  
and the fingertips of my left hand,  
where steel-wound copper strings bit the flesh  
and claimed for my music a payment in pain and patience.  
You've never cleaned a thick layer of charcoal off your hands and face  and laughed at the warpaint in the mirror.  You've never stepped out of a studio or practice room with your shoulderblades aching at work and play w Rebuttal to the Artless
by ~Estelore
In Medias ResStart at the ending.  
 
A noise and then no sound at all.  
 
I taste blood in my mouth. You're in pain. I shiver violently and the world spins around me. I can feel your eyes on my face, but my eyes are searching for you and can't seem to find you. Your hand strokes my hair and something wet and salty hits my cheek and runs between my lips and across my tongue. You're shaking.   
I can hear you now, barely, a thick sobbing over the ringing and pounding in my left ear. The right is all silence except for a sixty-cycle whine like a mosquito or a television left running but muted. It hurts in a distant way. I know In Medias Res
by ~Estelore
For YouAsk, and I'll capture  the sun in my bare hands  and hold it for you.   
Will you be my light  and let your burning heart beat  between my fingers?   
Either way, I will  still reach for you, up and up,  yearning for your warmth.   
If I am burned, then  I am burned, and sorrow not.  I've always been ash. For You
by ~Estelore
Your WordsYour words fall like rain  
and sting my lips  
in soothing frozen kisses.  Your music is my balm,  my bliss,  
my most exquisite pain.  Beneath my fingertips  the ivory dances,  my expression frozen  
in a trance  
that deceives  
by seeming  
calm.  You free my mind  from its frozen dreaming  and heat the blood in my veins.  Whatever you say,  I know I'll believe.  I find  I've chosen  to trust you today. Your Words
by ~Estelore
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Let's drift a bit, eh?

Sat Aug 29, 2009, 6:22 PM
I have some trains of thought that I won't likely follow later, but for the moment they amuse me.

Only my father is allowed to call me 'babe'. Only my grandfather is allowed to call me 'doll'. End of story.

Why yes, I am brave enough to wear a silly hat. Do you have a problem with this? XD Damn, people are funny sometimes! :D

Blue lights on white cloth look rather akin to blacklights.

Some shades of pink are nice enough. :)

I'm more at home in a noisy, salt-smelling, hot, too-bright, crowded place holding your hand than I am by myself in my own quiet, softly lit, cool, vanilla-and-clean-smelling bedroom. It's never been like that before, and I'm not sure when that switch occurred, but suddenly, rather than just always being in-my-element... it's like you ARE my element.

...and you don't likely even know I have DA, so of all the people that COULD read this, you probably aren't one. Weird. :P

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  • Listening to: crickets
  • Reading: the stuff I'm typing
  • Watching: the screen, not my fingers
  • Playing: carnivale games in my mind
  • Eating: My pride, over the course of millennia
  • Drinking: pepsi

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I'm brilliant.
I'm beautiful.
I'm blatantly, brutally honest.

I'm not even close to perfect.

I am a musician and poet, and those things define me. In two words, I'm a Lyric Soul.
For a few people, I'm an angel and a star.

I plan to be an architect. Architecture, after all, is frozen music. ( <= Goethe for the win!)

I read Dante, Milton, Goethe, Poe, Andersen, Grimm, Pullman, Tolkien, Lewis, LeGuin, King, Coville, Yolen, Nix, Gaiman, Shusterman, John Green, Applegate, Sun Tzu, Machiavelli, and a whole butt-load of others. Books are some of my dearest friends.

The message board RAF is my online home, and I overuse Gmail's chat feature.

I garden and practise Okinawan karate. I dance poorly, draw decently with black pen, and enjoy GIMP a bit overmuch.
I take advantage of every opportunity to use my father's digital camera.

My iPod is 120gb, and his name is Gilligan, for he is my Little Buddy.
My violin is V, my clarinet is Clare (as in Clarence), my keyboard is Caius (named after one of the men that plotted to kill Caesar, NOT the Twi-vamp), and I consider the treble clef, daggers, and black butterflies to be personally symbolic to me.

I'm a patient, persuasive, persistent, manipulative little freak of a person.
Religion is everything to me, but I'm not out to convert anybody.
I have recurring nightmares of drowning.
My heroine is a fictional character.
I tend to hurt the people that love me.
My kindness is cruelty; my mercy is unthinkable.
I am selfish.
I am an altruist.
I am an idealistic, fatalistic, realistic optimist.
I am a diplomat and statistician.
Personality quizzes have yet to determine if I am INFJ or INTJ. I'm fine with that.
No matter who you are, I love you.
I'm lonely in a crowded room.

I just want to go home.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Southern Illinois
  • Interests: books music gardening karate architecture
  • Favourite movie: The Phantom of the Opera, V for Vendetta
  • Favourite band or musician: Beethoven, Chopin, Evanescence, Lordi
  • Favourite genre of music: classical, classic rock, power metal
  • Favourite artist: Dali. I said Renoir before as a bad joke. Don't ask.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Robert Frost + Walt Whitman
  • Favourite photographer: my parents
  • Favourite style of art: architecture
  • Operating System: Windows yada yada
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod classic, 120gb, silver
  • Shell of choice: conch
  • Wallpaper of choice: scallops and fleurs-de-lis
  • Skin of choice: mine
  • Favourite game: Poke'mon Platinum
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mickey Mouse + Charmander
  • Personal Quote: Life is a symphony; play your part.
  • Tools of the Trade: black pens, violin, clarinet, piano, drop-lead pencils

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~Akhrrana 1 day 15 hours ago
=D *waves* this is Sharky saying Hello

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~PhantomCrazed Oct 31, 2009, 9:29:39 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:

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Congrats!! You just wasted 4.2 seconds reading this!
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~THEendOmega Oct 26, 2009, 6:12:35 AM
thanks for the fave!

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"One is more inclined to listen to the lies of a stranger, than the truths of a freind."
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~THEendOmega Oct 26, 2009, 6:20:10 AM
and for the other fave. lol

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"One is more inclined to listen to the lies of a stranger, than the truths of a freind."
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*OliveParker Oct 20, 2009, 9:19:33 AM
Thanks for the fave!
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~LiquidAvocado Oct 11, 2009, 9:08:35 PM
Thanks for adding Theodore F. McPricklesworth to your faves, he really appreciates it!! LOL :woohoo:

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~yolin Oct 9, 2009, 12:56:29 AM
Many thanks for the fav :hug:
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~Shes-t Aug 25, 2009, 5:47:31 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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Just suffocate with smiles
and force fed lies
and close your mind to reality...
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Mood: Zest *Elizabeth87 Aug 3, 2009, 6:42:15 AM
Thank you for the Fav!
I love your work and your intersts!
Am painting a black lab now...never done that...What fun wiping the face off, over and over! That's life and we try again!
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